Showing posts with label sweety. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sweety. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

When Words Cannot Suffice

I sing odes to you

Though you'll never hear

How my lips pine for your taste

How my body longs for your breath .

A mystery you are to me

When you wanted me

When I ran wanton and free.

But now that you caught me in your gilded cage,

What song must I sing

To make you dream of me again?

The slightest graze of your fingers

Burn me endlessly.

Your gaze strip me unbearably

My heart you had taken completely.

Now I shiver in this palace you built me

Walls of glass, my couches draped with silk.

Though the hearth burns with the bluest flames

You have yet to favor me

With a complete minute

Of you and I

Alone.

Friday, February 5, 2010

'Twas No Virgin

‘Twas No Virgin
‘Twas no virgin that snared this hart
Not with golden chains around its neck
But by enticing words that fell like pearls
That spilled and rolled against my icy heart.
Dear hunter, must you be
A lover or a ruthless master to me?

What fires scorched my spirit
That you now buried in the fathoms of your soul
Guarded by your nightmares that rendered you wild
Fierce and shocking are you
That in your embrace I seek both
Solace and escape.

Your seemingly delicate, pale hands
Skilled in holding a blade as well as giving amorous caress.
But this tenderness I have yet to taste.
For you withhold your kindness
As you tamed the beast in me
Sowing desires that brings devastation my senses.

teach me....break me....love me....

Teach me not to hate you....
You sought me not but I was cleverly caught...
You seemed an angel that night.
You drive me to despair and woo me with the ease
that would have made Casanova proud.
You know me so well.... My deepest desires...
the very temptations that I swore to oblivion
You personified...
You brought to life my blackened heart
and took it where it should be...
purified and blazing still
in the ocean of your soul...
Though I beg for sweet release...
I pray that you never let me go....

Friday, September 18, 2009

hospital angst??

I'm not usually comfortable in hospitals. My family has people in the medical field, as doctors, nurses and medical technicians. But I don't usually hang out there. It's the smell of antiseptics and the constant traffic of patients that make me dizzy.

Sunday night, after a day of hanging out with my best friends, I made my way home, rather tired and sated. I chose not to spend time with my SO that day because I can be such a drama queen and he was too tired to deal with it. However, when he texted that he's actually at the ER of a nearby hospital, I dropped everything, scampered into my shorts, grabbed the essentials and made my way there.

He got some allergic attack going on and, yes, I was bugged out of my mind. He was so weak that he rested his head on my shoulder from time to time. I stayed there until he was safely in a room and I went home, losing my appetite for my dinner that got postponed.

Fast forward to Thursday. I spent the night there Monday night until Tuesday morning (didn't have classes). I watched over him, got his medicines, tried not to look when the nursed came with their needles, and let him use my comforter. Then he got moved into a private room where the most unbelievable thing happened. I don't believe I've seen a student nurse who kept on fussing with her hair while interviewing her patient, asking the most mundane questions and giggling through most of them.

And, he admitted, he enjoyed being fawned over.......................grrrrrrrrrr......somebody hand me an axe, I'd like to add to his injuries....