'Twas No Virgin

‘Twas No Virgin
‘Twas no virgin that snared this hart
Not with golden chains around its neck
But by enticing words that fell like pearls
That spilled and rolled against my icy heart.
Dear hunter, must you be
A lover or a ruthless master to me?

What fires scorched my spirit
That you now buried in the fathoms of your soul
Guarded by your nightmares that rendered you wild
Fierce and shocking are you
That in your embrace I seek both
Solace and escape.

Your seemingly delicate, pale hands
Skilled in holding a blade as well as giving amorous caress.
But this tenderness I have yet to taste.
For you withhold your kindness
As you tamed the beast in me
Sowing desires that brings devastation my senses.

teach me....break me....love me....

Teach me not to hate you....
You sought me not but I was cleverly caught...
You seemed an angel that night.
You drive me to despair and woo me with the ease
that would have made Casanova proud.
You know me so well.... My deepest desires...
the very temptations that I swore to oblivion
You personified...
You brought to life my blackened heart
and took it where it should be...
purified and blazing still
in the ocean of your soul...
Though I beg for sweet release...
I pray that you never let me go....

Palace for one....

Prime dating spots come rarely nowadays. I mean, would you really want to think that after you shared that place with your special someone, he or she would bring another date to that place? The insanity of it is that you really cannot stop anybody from going to your favorite restaurant. But, jeez, does he or she have to bring someone else there after you shared the place with them? It's like pointing to a complete stranger's leftovers in a restaurant and saying, "Are you going to eat that?"

There are places that I don't go to anymore for the reason that they feel polluted, violated. I don't even care if one would think that I'm reacting too much. But that was my secret place! I wouldn't bring you there if you weren't special.

And please, if we go out, don't bring up another person's name. I will not bring up another person's name either. I deserve my time as you deserved yours. Lastly, no fidgeting with your mobile. Call it tact, call it courtesy, call it it-will-probably-save-my-life-if-I-will-just-shut-up. I don't need to be reminded that I should be grateful you are spending your time with me.